I have always considered you two as blessings. I have always dreamed of being a mother. I never could've imagined how wonderful it would actually be. If I thought I knew love before, I certainly know love now. The love that your Daddy and I have for you is overwhelming. I feel as if my heart could burst when I think of it. I cherish so many moments with each of you, together and separately. Sweet times of snuggling, giggling, playing, sleeping. Even the more challenging days are better with you two.
All this to say, I came to a really awesome realization this week. I have known, and been very vocal about, the fact that Stella was not planned. Sure, we planned for a second child, just not quite so soon. I have truly enjoyed the craziness our lives have been since Stella entered our family. I have always viewed it as craziness. That's what you do when you have two babies in diapers. One running around and getting into everything, the other requiring more time and attention as they are a "just" a baby.
This week, I realized that I wouldn't change the timing one bit. Here is a glimpse into why...
...You two girls are BEST friends. You love one another. It is a love that is so pure and unassuming. Genuine love. You drive each other crazy. You scream and steal toys and get cranky with one another. But then, you hug one another. Jewel gives Stella kisses, all the time. Stella I'm sure would return the kisses, but right now she saves them all for Mommy. (Yay!)
I love that you girls will grow up together. So closely. Stella, at 10 months now, is already walking. Sure, it's mummy-like and wobbley, but it is walking. I am positive that Stella is walking to be more like her sister. Jewel brags that she teaches Stella things. So cute.
Almost every night, you two girls take a bath together. You play in the bubbles. Splash the water. Wash away any arguements or fussiness you've had with one another during the day. Then you snuggle into your "jamas" and Stella drinks her milk for bedtime. Every single time, Jewel hugs and kisses Stella on the forehead.
My heart swells. I love you girls more than I can express to you in words.
I love our family. Happy accident and all.
Love always and all ways,
Your Mama
